jdjdjd, I am praying for you and for your peace and comfort.
Dear Abba Father, may the precious blood of Christ Jesus cleanse and wash this wonderful child of the Most High. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. In Jesus' Name I prayed. Amen Amen
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