AloneinTheJungle, I am praying for you
This is who we are Therefore we are ambassadors for Christ, as though God were making His plea through us. We plead with you on Christ's behalf, "Be reconciled to God!" But you are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, His own special people, that you may proclaim the praises of Him who called you out of darkness into His marvelous light
You are never alone. God lives inside of you and all Christians are part of your eternal family. God loves you, so do i and all other Christians. Get in a good church and a good Bible study. They will be your support group.