BethLauren, I am praying for you and I understand how difficult is the situation. All of us have sinned, I don't think this is the problem. Your sins are forgiven as long as you asked for that. So, no matter how hard are the things, I believe that our Lord will help you. He's The Only one Who can. Because , the things which are impossible with men, are possible with God. Jesus said that in Matthew 19:26, Mark 10:27, Luke 18:27. I pray based on these verses and also on Philippians 4:6-7. May God have mercy on you!
BethLauren, I am praying for you
BethLauren, I am praying for God to bring you comfort and healing and for your son to receive all he needs medically. I pray for God to send you guidance to the right path. Amen