Janthony, I am praying for you and with you..Amen!
Janthony, God is wonderful and miraculous! The adversary, Satan, brings thoughts of needing to be addicted and other things that are not for your highest and best good. But you can and must resist him! That which makes you feel despair is having a negative effect on you as you have just identified to us. Therefore, you must seek the proper help and with God's guidance you will be freed once and for all from that habit and dependence that is not worthy of your time. You are a fine gentleman, Janthony, you are loved far more than you would ever realize. You have your Heavenly Father who looks at you hoping you change. You CAN Do It! Pray for strength and I and others will be praying along with you. Give all thanks, praise and GLORY to God daily for removing that terrible addictive habit from your life once and for all! God bless you always in ALL ways. Amen. <><
Janthony, I am praying for you