Mrjdh, I am praying for you. Read Joel 18-27. It's from one of our devotional and it's speaking to You.
Mrjdh, I am praying for you. Our Lord is mighty, he is wonderful and he is with you always even in times when you're not so sure. Give this emotion, the situation, to him and he will help you through it, but have faith most of all. And you will find in your heart, what you are looking for.
Mrjdh, I am praying for you