Amarillo, I am praying for you God says that he loves you, he will always love you and that will never change. Have courage to be yourself. You believe you are a child of God and no one can take that away, nor can they reduce the love that our Lord wants you to have for yourself. These complex personalities all want their own way, and if they are bullies, they are insecure and strike out at someone they think is weaker than they are. You don't have to stand up to them, they are cruel and don't probably care, what you can do when they are trying to take charge. All you have to do is say "Jesus" to yourself, gather you courage, and walk away. You do not need to be a part or a whipping post of cruel unfeeling people. Then God asks that you forgive them, it may take some time for you to forgive, but forgive them. Then, and this is the tough one, forgive yourself. Even if you don't think you have done any harm, forgive yourself just as Jesus as already forgiven you. Then with Jesus help you can shut your ears to their cruelty, you can walk away from the chaos and harm. By removing, forgiving, and trusting God you can change the way you feel about yourself and remove yourself when the choas is too much. I pray for peace and soothing of your heart and courage. In Jesus' name
Amarillo, I am praying for you
Amarillo, I am praying for you