All Christians make mistakes. We are still sinners saved by grace and we live in a world full of demons and other sinners who don't know God and sin regularly. I will be praying for you. Here are some scriptures that may help. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. And through him to reconcile to himself all things, whether on earth or in heaven, making peace by the blood of his cross. There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus. For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God,
Evil spirits still exist but they have no weapons. Jesus defeated them at the cross. All they can do is attack your mind and try to get you to do things that are against God's will. They can not live inside of you because God lives inside of you and won't allow it. They are powerless to harm you in any way. Put on full armor of God Eph 6:10-18 Pray a hedge of protection around you and your family (Like God had around Job for protection) Bind all evil sprits out of your life and your families life. What you bind on earth God will bind in heaven,
Mrjdh, I am praying for you