Mrjdh, I am praying for you as God gives you courage to seek relationships and that you are praying for others to do the same. God is the Great Shepherd, praying that he sends the Holy Spitit to envelop you with love and courage.
Dear Father God and Lord Jesus, Please give Mrjdh the courage and confidence to cultivate relationships with other Christians and people in general. It's not what others think of him, but it's what you and Lord Jesus think of him. That's what counts. For hope, may MrJdh continue to pray and put you, Lord Jesus, at the center of his life. He can meditate on Philippians 4:13, which says, "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." In Jesus's name, I pray.
Mrjdh, I am praying for you