Dear HarvesterofChrist91, I encourage you to read a short article from gotquestions.org titled "How do I know if I am saved?" Here's the link - www.gotquestions.org/how-can-I-know-if-I-am-saved.html. You also might want to talk to a pastor at a Bible-teaching church about your salvation questions. As for sins, after we're saved, we still sin now and then, but we confess them and repent of them. The Holy Spirit will convict us and will help us to transform into a new creation in Christ as we go through the sanctification process. May all go well for you. In Jesus's name, I pray.
Harvesterofchrist91, I am praying for you. You say you love Him; but it is not enough. It IS enough. Don't believe the lie that is causing you this struggle. You don't need to question your salvation if you love Jesus with all your heart. He loves you. 🙏
Harvesterofchrist91, I am praying for you