Sarah, I offer you up to God in fervant prayer. The Holy Spirit tells me that you get out of there. The Holy Spirit is also telling me to report these threats to both you and John. I am praying for mental health help for John, to calm his anger and the blood pressure spike, and to not harm himself. I pray for you to seek safety, comfort, protection, and hope. Please seek help. Blessings.
Sarrah, I am praying for you and your situation with John. I pray he moves out so you can feel safe. May the Lord bless and protect you. Amen
Sarrah, I am praying for you