AlyAlex, I am praying for you
Dear AlyAlex, You are not alone in believing that we're living in end times, based on Matthew 24. But do not fear. Lord Jesus is our blessed hope, Titus 2:13. That's why it's so important to draw close to Jesus, get right with him, and ask for the precious gift of salvation. Try to plant the seeds about the gospel of salvation in the minds of loved ones and others. There are quite a few resources that focus on Bible prophecy, such as the rapture and end times, that you might want to ponder and review. A couple of them are "Olive Tree Ministries" with Jan Markell, and "The Jerusalem Channel" with Christine Darg. which is on Youtube. Also "Watchmanonthewall88," which is on Youtube, gives prophecy updates on a regular basis. Watch or listen to these programs in very small doses. Check the Scriptures to make sure that whatever they say about prophecy align with the Word and is accurate. If anyone tries to give a specific date for the rapture, ignore it. Sometimes the prophecy news can be overwhelming. Most importantly, pray daily, meditate on Scriptures, and make pleasing Lord Jesus a priority. Blessings to you!
AlyAlex, I am praying for you