SouthernGal, I am praying for you to get well super soon in the name of Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior. To God be the Glory! Amen.
The battle ground here on earth is for the control of your mind. The only weapon satan has is to attack your thoughts. He wants to take control of you by controlling your mind. He has no power so he uses deception and lies to try to deceive you. You should bind all evil spirits out of your mind and put on God's Armor. Then pray a hedge of protection around yourself. God will do the rest.
Rom,8:35-39 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? 36 As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter. 37 Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us.