BethLauren, I am praying for you! Hugs!! Yesterday I was really hard on myself and feeling depressed and feeling like a failure and today I saw a message that God sees our “mistakes” as growth and as an opportunity. This made me try to look at my life in a new lens. I’m not very good at it because by my nature I’m hard on myself and with my circumstances I want a new life, but I’m going to do my best to work on my perspective. I know I will fail more than I win, but I’m going to try. I am praying for you and your husband and son! May the Lord redeem the time you have lost in struggles. Amen!
BethLauren, I am praying. Lean into Him. Get into the Word. He will help you. Hang in there. "So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." Isaiah 41:10 "Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you." Deuteronomy 31:6 "All things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are called according to his purpose." Romans 8:28.