Oh Stephanie, you have a full plate and it is not easy to eat in one sitting. I pray for healing and becoming normal after corona, complete healing. I pray your Mom sees a good competent doctor that is caring and kind and has a solution that will be easily workable. A hurt heart is so awful. When you are betrayed it takes the form of distrust of everyone and your value as a person. Time, and I know you don't want to hear that, but stick with it. You are worthy, you are valuable, you are enough. Let that be your mantra, and this one is hard, tell God you forgive the betrayer and ask God to help you forgive. I pray it will strengthen your mind and heart. Wow, I love mentors and I pray that the right one is just around the corner. That happens you know, just when it seems it's not going to happen, there it is. Keep praying and I'm praying with you too. God has a path for each of us. Sometimes the path is easy to follow and sometimes the lessons are tough and you ask God what's going on. But he WILL bring you to exactly where you need to be and where he wants you to be. I pray your path is easy and when it's not, turn it all over to the Lord and tell him you just cannot do it without him. Honest, he hears us and I hate the fact that He may not give us what I ask for but He always gives me what I need. I pray for a closer walk with Jesus for you, Listen to that still small voice in your ear and follow its promptings. And, if you do not have a church home, find one. Ask, talk, you may have to try a few, but God will lead you where you need to be with caring, loving, people. I pray this for you too. Blessings.
StephanieUSA, I am praying for you
StephanieUSA, I am praying for you, your healing and all that is on your heart and your mom's health! God bless you!