BethLauren, I am praying for you and your family. I cannot imagine how hard it is what you are going through. I can feel it in your words. God is with you even when you don't feel like it. Hang in there. I heard something the other day that stuck with me. I don't remember it word for word, but it was something like when things are hard, it means that it is not done yet.
BethLauren, I am praying for you
BethLauren, I am praying for you