Lesliejo, I am praying for the Lord to give you strength and stay clean from your addiction. I'm praying that you will cast all of your cares on him knowing that he cares for you so that your burdens will be light. I pray that you are able to get what you need to help relieve your depression. In Jesus name, amen.
I heard of a woman who was so depressed she had never gotten out of bed for about 17 years. A Christian counselor gave her a bookmark that changed her life. You can find it at freedominchrist.com It is called the "Who I am in Christ" bookmark. She began reading the Scripture verses and affirmations on that bookmark, and it changed her whole life. She was able to get out of bed and go on with her life and to have one. Maybe you could order that bookmark for yourself.