Lxbuckle, I am praying for you to find help from others. God says we should gather together so that we can strengthen support and encourage one another so I pray you will reach out and get the help you need. There's a wonderful group called Grief Share that's Christian based and a wonderful way to find help and strength from the people of God. I pray you will reach out and if there's not a grief share in your area you will call around till you find some thing that can help you. I'm so sorry for the loss of your husband and I pray that you will find comfort in Jesus Christ through the power of his living Holy Spirit. Amen.
Lxbuckle, I am praying for you. John 14:27 “Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.”
Lxbuckle, I am praying for you