BethLauren, I am praying for you
BethLauren, I am praying for you in this difficult time to have wisdom, peace, love, and hope. I pray your anger is replaced with His love. He is by your side in this hard time, even when you can’t feel Him. I know this because it’s the same for me. It doesn’t make our pain less, but at least we know He is here. I can’t explain why mercy isn’t given sometimes, but I know we are stronger through Him than we think we are and despite being miserable, we always make it through somehow. I wish I understood how He works exactly because it would help me too and then I could help others also, but instead I just humble myself to know that I don’t know and have to trust something bigger and out of my hands. Like when God talked to Job. He is good even when life isn’t. And it doesn’t make sense, but it’s all I’ve been able to understand so far. I have to live the cards I’ve been dealt, even when I don’t like them, and wish for everything and deserve for everything to be different. That’s what my counselor told me. It gave a little peace. To just accept my situation and try to live my best inside it, even though it’s tough and doesn’t make sense. I hope this info can provide some help to you. God bless!
BethLauren, I am praying with you! Philippians 4:6-7. May you feel God’s peace & presence with you always!