BethLauren, I am continuing to pray for you and all of your prayer requests. May God quickly bring healing health and restoration of mental faculties, amen.
BethLauren,Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the Lord with all of your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight. I am praying for you
BethLauren, I am praying for you to be able to decide where you should be. Praying to God will help. He will lead you. Make a decision and don't look back.