Lxbuckle, I am praying for you to not think of dying. God love you and will put people in your life to love you. He has a plan for you. That plan is to live until He decides it is time to join Him. I will pray for you to see some light and joy in your life. Please hang in there!
Lxbuckle, I am praying for you. Hold on. Trust in the Lord. I too have had trials that been much to bear but Lord had greater plans for me. Trust and believe. He will bring you through
Lxbuckle, I am praying for you