Iansc007, I am praying for you I pray that your mother stops being so rude to you and continue to try and control you. You need to pray for her. She isn’t helping you she is trying to bring you down and make you feel like you are nothing but you are much more. You can do this on your own. You can use computers at your local library perhaps IT can point you in the right direction for help if you explain your situation. I pray things work out for you as you deserve a chance. Amen
Dear Father God and Lord Jesus, Please divinely intervene in this intense family conflict. They might need urgent pastoral counseling or a mediator to resolve the tension. I pray that Ian, his mother, and sibling will forgive and love one another. Gracious God and Precious Jesus, I ask that you pour love, kindness, and patience into their hearts. Please help Ian with your abundant provisions so that he won't need to rely on his mother's finances or offers or anyone else's finances. Then he will be able to live peacefully in a place of his own. He might consider asking for donations from compassionate donors on the website gofundme.com. I pray that the family will meditate on 1 Corinthians 13, which is about love. It says that love doesn't keep a record of wrongs, love doesn't dishonor others, love is patient and so on. In Jesus's name, I pray.
Iansc007, I am praying for you